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Blazing Stars
The Infernal Train was a huge, fiery, and truly horrifying locomotive owned and driven by the Dollmaker. It was the source of Alice Liddell's growing insanity and the Ruin that caused Wonderland's corruption. The Dollmaker used the train mainly to destroy what was left of Wonderland and hunt down the Insane Children.
With the Dollmaker defeated, the train was left with no conductor and Wonderland was fused with London, creating Londerland
The Dollmaker had stated the Train was Alice's invention and defense, as he merely set its schedule and itinerary
The Infernal Train is repository and incarnation of all the things that Alice fears—things Bumby knows about her (acquired through family association, conversations with Pris, and from “therapy” sessions). He uses her fears to manipulate her and lead her in ways that encourage dependence on him. He knows her rich fantasies, her domestic unhappiness, incidents of unresolved parental friction; her crippling survivor guilt. These are all grist for his disgusting mill. He wants to destroy her memory because she knows something incriminating that he wants her to forget; he wants to deprive her of all her imaginative recollections of comfort and security and joy and replace them with his degraded values; he wants her continued dependence—so she will become one of his “kids.”
— Alice: Madness Returns chapter 6 script
When Alice tried to find out who set the train in motion through some of her friends and former enemies, they each gave her clues leading to the mastermind himself – yet her ignorance and Dr. Angus Bumby's hypnotherapy initially lead her astray. However, it slowly made her remember the events of the night of the fire and came to a realization of who the real murderer was after talking to the Queen of Hearts.
It was only after Alice defeated the Dollmaker and killed his real world counterpart, Bumby, that the train was destroyed. The destruction of the train marked the end of the destruction of Wonderland, but the Cheshire Cat remarked that the damages the train had inflicted on Wonderland were permanent.
Maybe life caused this permanent damages to my present and future, when i look at the past i'm haunted by the sweetness of "Doll Wonders Land" i can't change the sweet taste of their blood, maybe that's what made me convince selena of commiting suicide the first time, when we were living in Alaska, i was confused and i did it because i was certain of something i couldn't explain or prove, that was my mistake and today i understand it, back then it was impossible for me to accept that commiting suicide was not a useful solution at all, thanks to everyone who helped me be back, i'm not gonna try it again since i now know more efficient ways to solve the questions i can't answer, and for the record i thought that by commiting suicide i would have reached my present in the "Doll Wonders Land", but dolls themselves pushed me towards the water, liked me, helped me swim and taught me tons of lessons from which i built the giant soul and wings i am today, i am eternally thankful because it was their 'white bleeding' which truly rescued me and put me into motion rather than a "train" set in "motion" i feel closer to them dolls i only want feel closer, warm, next to them as part of a set of toys own by marie i only wanna join their family, i want to feel accepted, i want the place were i belong with them, if they are a family i wanna join their family, if they are a party i wanna join them, but i don't seem to find the best methods, so i hope they will have patience with me for a while